bad habits

Bad habits. Late night, overslept and groggy.
Time has gone too fast. The day is ending. A
girl screams outside. Birds chirping. They are
happy. Dust floats in the air. The little white
specks. Little angels. They have calmed me.
They have made me better. There is a bit of
clarity, a bit of quiet, a bit of peace. Silence.

A cross. Slowly now. A heart of iron crucified.